I'm stressed, tension and highly depressed *sigh*
never felt like this before in any examination...
ironically for the FIRST time I actually started studying a week earlier (SPM not counted!)
but still I don't feel prepared at all!!
its like I never actually did any studying... so depressing...
nothing is actually going into my head OMG OMG OMG
is it because of the class environment??
with only 18 people in a class its tough...
everyone wants to be on top (duh!) or so it seemed...
I just feel like disappearing into thin air!!!
I'm depressed!!!
on the other hand...
its good to see some certain people actually repenting and studying constantly (even if they kept on denying it)
me?
I just don't have the will and strength to do so...
that's why I'm depressed!!
tick tock I'm running out of time...
brain cells are dying slowly...
head is throbbing as though its gonna explode into a million pieces...
physically I wanna give up and just throw the books but my mind says otherwise...
this tension is killing me!!
can I just like disappear or something??
somebody kill me!!! stab me in the heart or something!!!
I can't take it anymore!!!
I'm seriously going insane!!
ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Highly depressed to no end...
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